Excerpts Two...
July 18th 2007 06:14
…randomly culled from ‘The Entries’
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You sometimes confuse and frustrate me! I really don’t know what to read of your feelings…your text messages have a strong hint of not knowing/wanting to reveal too much feelings, but when I speak with you…it’s all nice…full of emotions – and I can sense you miss me…?!
I’m actually angry with you and our current situation. Then again, if I know you well enough, you are probably feeling just as I am…struggling to find an easy way to let go…
I’ve been doing a lot of thinking too. What we’re doing now is “wrong” for both of us. Although I do so always want to be by your side…have you hold me…make passionate love to me…I’ve realized that it’s probably not something we should be pursuing for now…
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You don’t know how much I want to say “I miss u so very much”…
…how much I so often want to just pick up the phone to call you…
…how much I want to be by your side…even if we’re just quiet…
…how heavy my heart is that I’ve to let you go…
*****
I must be a fool to like you this much!
I wonder if it’s possible to like someone so much that it hurts. That it hurts to stay on. That it hurts to let go. That it hurts to go on…
Is it really and truly love when it can hurt this much?
*****
*****
You sometimes confuse and frustrate me! I really don’t know what to read of your feelings…your text messages have a strong hint of not knowing/wanting to reveal too much feelings, but when I speak with you…it’s all nice…full of emotions – and I can sense you miss me…?!
I’m actually angry with you and our current situation. Then again, if I know you well enough, you are probably feeling just as I am…struggling to find an easy way to let go…
I’ve been doing a lot of thinking too. What we’re doing now is “wrong” for both of us. Although I do so always want to be by your side…have you hold me…make passionate love to me…I’ve realized that it’s probably not something we should be pursuing for now…
*****
You don’t know how much I want to say “I miss u so very much”…
…how much I so often want to just pick up the phone to call you…
…how much I want to be by your side…even if we’re just quiet…
…how heavy my heart is that I’ve to let you go…
I must be a fool to like you this much!
I wonder if it’s possible to like someone so much that it hurts. That it hurts to stay on. That it hurts to let go. That it hurts to go on…
Is it really and truly love when it can hurt this much?
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Comment by katyzzz
Photography Tips
Health Focus
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As the song goes, 'love hurts'. But it shouldn't be that much.
Could do with a bit of hurt myself, really!
Guess my trouble is, I'm just too damned attractive.
katyzzz,,,,"your eyes are the eyes of a woman in love"...another song....."help me make it through the night"....another song. Perhaps it's easier to sing about it.
Comment by Aimzster
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Comment by Always Eighteen
Always Eighteen
New format! Cool. Letting go can be hard sometimes, especially when we don't want to. I think about Eva several times a day.
Comment by Lara M
Love Speaks
As they say, love brings out the worst and the best in you. They couldn't have been more true.
Thanks, Dean. Glad you like it -- still trying to figure out some of those commands in the control panel! Yea, the thing with 'letting go' is not trying too hard, i think. ...otherwise we end up thinking too much about it/the person. Yea, i know...easier said than done!
These writings were written a few years ago *inspired* by personal experiences and that of a very good friend of mine...
Comment by Ash
Australian Traveller
Flashes of memories
love is such a difficult thing isn`t it? I just wish that people could be incapable of lying in this instance so that you could both find a happiness from which to grow... love is the core of life isn`t it?
ash
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Comment by Chic Critique
But give me the roller coaster over the merry go round anyday.
Comment by Lara M
Love Speaks
I agree CC -- that roller-coaster ride can be sweet...
Comment by Lara M
Love Speaks
Does my ramble make sense?!
Comment by Grace
I love the last line: Is it really and truly love when it can hurt this much?
Comment by Lara M
Love Speaks